| Date: | 2006-10-04 04:58 |
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"Narcoleptic"
Slip and stumble at my first offences
It's not treason, it's no lie
You talk in paragraphs
I write my sentence
It's not treason, it's no lie
It seemed a place for us to dream [x2]
Crush and crumble under your defenses
It's not treason, it's no lie
You frame the photograph
I sit on fences
Change of season, love can die
It seemed a place for us to dream [x4]
If we tear out the tumor
It's later, never sooner
If we tear out the tumor
It's later, never sooner
It seemed a place for us to dream [x2]
You'd better keep it in check
Or you'll end up a wreck
And you'll never wake up
You'd better keep it in check
Or you'll end up a wreck
And you'll never wake up
Wake up [x3]
It seemed a place for us to dream [x2]
You'd better keep it in check
Or you'll end up a wreck
And you'll never wake up [x4]
Wake up
| Date: | 2006-07-15 22:38 |
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I'm back. Not really, but I can pretend. I can't actually say that I'm back for good, because that would imply that I'm going to be updating on a semi-regular basis, and honestly, I doubt that I will. So...pretending. Works for me.
I'm currently at my grandmother's house in Pen Argyl, Pennsylvania. I'm perfectly aware of the fact that you've never heard of Pen Argyl. It's small.
It's still weird saying 'my grandmother's house' instead of 'my grandparents' house'. I mean, it's been practically four months. It should be less weird. It's not. There's this part of me that just wants it to be normal--saying that. And there's this other part of me that doesn't want to ever be okay with it.
We'll see.
I get back to Eugene on the 26th. Our flight gets into Portland the day before, but really late, so we're just staying over at a friend's house.
And once I'm back....that's it. No more major traveling this summer. (And by major, I mean trips that aren't just to Newport) I'm hoping to actually see a few of my friends. Besides Chris and Lindsey, because I talk to them almost everyday and they just don't count anymore.
That's all.
| Date: | 2006-04-22 04:28 |
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Umm...it's been awhile.
Started new classes (again).
Retaking Art 2 (so I can get an A this time instead of a B+. There was nothing else to take.)
Multicultural Studies 3rd period. And I'm still in Physics.
AP US test is on like the 5th of May, so i'm studying for that. Mostly because paying $80something for a test and then failing it would piss me off.
THat's all.
Oh- and I got like... 142/120 on my Advanced Art portfolio. Because I'm awesome like that.
| Date: | 2006-03-21 04:25 |
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Okay. I'm alive. Mostly. I've been grounded forever, and horribly busy, so my livejournal has suffered. Darn.
Anyway...I'm 17 now. My birthday was last wednesday. It was awesome. Umm...what else can I remember? My friends are awesome. Especially sister. I got like an A on an AP US test, which...never happens. I must've studied or something. My current love is watercolors.
That's all.
*yawn*
Finals are over, thank god. I start 3 new classes on Monday. Contemp. Health, Adv. ARt and Physics. Today was pointless. But fun. And sharp. ^^
I'm going to miss having a free first. Not that I actually did, but when one stops attending a class it sort of turns into a free period. Heh. I got home today, talked to people and fell asleep for like 4 hours. WHich was nice, considering that before this afternoon i was averaging maybe 2 hours a night. with the exception of...tuesday, because i didn't really sleep at all. Coffee is my friend and people who give me money for coffee are the most wonderful people in the world.
Wasn't it me who said
There'll be a price to pay
And I won't feel bad at all
When the hero takes a fall
When the hero takes a fall
Love you all.
| Date: | 2006-01-20 03:18 |
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| Mood: |  cheerful | | Music: | floater- colorblind |
I'm alive. And busy. (but-not-as-busy-as-people-in-drama-and-i'm-so-not-complaining-because-i-have-much-more-free-time-than-they-do-and-they're-all-wonderful.)
Portfolio thing for English is a pain in the ass. I hate everything I've ever written. Ummm...I have my library card back(almost) which is lovely because it took forever to pay off that last fine.
I hate all sophomores. Almost. There are (ofcourse!) some sophomores to whom this does not apply. But...most of them.
I love everything else. I don't know...everything is so...HAPPY. No idea why.
Math is tolerable. English is tolerable and I so need to do my booktalk. APUS is...tolerable? No, I love it. Graphic Design is the high point of my day, and I'm going to be very sad when it's over...
Lesson for today? Covering my wrist in blue sharpie swirly design things may be immensely entertaining at the time, but is ultimately a horrible idea. ^^
Love you all very, very much.
| Date: | 2006-01-14 04:58 |
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Ha. I'm alive. I missed my computer. But, I have semi-limited online time again, because I totally went to all of my classes this week. *grins*
So...this week. SUCKED. Only not. A little too much angstystairpeopledrama, but people are wonderful. And pictures. I'll post them. Maybe. WHen I have time. Shit. Two minutes. Okay...going to the coast this weekend, if you have that number or my cell number, call me PLEASE. Only...you shouldn't, because I totally have a paper to write and an essay question to answer perfectly so i pass APUS and millions of late math assignments to do. FUck.
I love people. And boys. And people.
And all of you. Maybe.
| Date: | 2006-01-01 01:46 |
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| Mood: |  happy |
So...I have new books. Again. I bought the fourth book in this one series that I'm reading, Laurel bought me 100 Vicious little Vampire Stories (which was totally the BEST CHRISTMAS PRESENT EVER) and I bought 100 wicked little witch stories because it was very much on sale.
I actually finally got around to seeing Harry Potter, and even though it really doesn't follow the book, and even though a lot of stuff was missing, I loved it.
And...yeah. That's it. Spent the night at Laurel's, played with my new cell phone.
If you read this, if your eyes are passing over this right now, even if we don't speak often, please post a comment with a memory of you and me . It can be anything you want- good or bad. When you're finished, post this little paragraph on your blog and be surprised (or mortified) about what people remember about you.
Dinner.
Love you all.
| Date: | 2005-12-30 04:21 |
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| Mood: |  relaxed | | Music: | strawberry gashes- jack off jill |
Just a quick update. I just got back from going to Barnes and Noble with Laurel(and her family). I got Rainbow Boys and Destiny, she got some cd and Perks of being a Wallflower, which I am going to borrow the second she is done reading it because my copy apparently ran away.
THat's about it. Watched several movies today, read PDKTF again, started on another fairy drawing, ate...actually...a bowl of apple/pear stuff and a piece of chicken. I should go find more food.
My life is dull.
| Date: | 2005-12-25 05:20 |
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| Mood: |  bouncy | | Music: | silent night |
Just back from the Christmas eve service at my church. Too many freaking people. But...there were some nice things. You know...tall. Male. :P
I love Christmas. I'm not sure why. I usually hate religious holidays, and time that I have to spend with my parents. But...it's Christmas. And there's lights (and we all know how easily entertained I am) and cookies and presents and seeing people that I haven't seen in forever and...it needs to snow. That would make it perfect. SNOW. NOW.
Books. ANd...music. And...Farscape. And pictures.
Love you all.
| Date: | 2005-12-16 03:08 |
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| Mood: |  artistic |
Did I ever mention that I survived taking the SAT? I can't remember if I did or not. Now I just want my scores, and it's going to take forever. I'm so not a patient person.
I've decided that everyone should have a pet. Or...have a friend who has a pet. They're calming. Mine's a sophomore. He's actually Sarah's, but she lets me borrow him.
I'm almost done giving out Christmas presents. There are a couple that I'm going to buy when I go to Newport, but for the most part, no more obsessive shopping.
I finished reading Atlas Shrugged. Took me about five weeks, which is somewhat disappointing, but I kept getting distracted. But, I'm done, and I liked it. I think I like The Fountainhead better, but they're both good. I have a huge list of books that I'm going to read and reread over break. The early Anita Blake books, Perks of Being a Wallflower, PDKTF...damn. I know there are others.
Ha. Maybe I'll actually have to write that history paper after all.
Gonna go draw for awhile.
Love you all.
So today, I was a complete bitch to just about everyone. Shocking, I know. It was just one of those days where coffee didn't help and certain people really didn't help and I just wanted to skip life for awhile.
I scared Brad during APUS by being calm. That boy makes just about everything entertaining, I swear. Yoon was awesome and helped us finish the stupid newspaper thing on time, so that was great. And I passed my last math quiz. With a low C, but that's passing, and that's good for me. English was basically pointless, we're doing our Modernist poetry unit and we just have worktime for like the next week. Graphic design was well, normal. New assignment, talked to Laurel, confused people.
Linz, I'll bring that picture to show Thomas. And Damon, or whoever you want to show it to. Remember that we're staying late on thursday.
I'm trying to gather up all my artwork (because it's really not all in the same place. That would mean I'm somewhat organized, and well...it's me, remember?). I need to go through it and try to pick out some pieces worth taking to Portfolio Day. I should also find out exactly when that is. Might be helpful to know that.
Out of time. I really should calm down before tommorow. Math homework and a book. I'm sorry sister, don't take my attitude personally, it's not you. Or, it's not only you. WHatever. One of the two.
they say goldfish have no memory
i guess their lives are much like mine
the little plastic castle
is a surprise every time
it's hard to say if they are happy
but they don't seem much to mind
Love most of you.
| Date: | 2005-12-01 03:00 |
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What I learned(today):
-Boys and their smiles make everything wonderful.
-I can write a two page paper in 45 minutes. A GOOD two page paper.
-The door of my math class locks, so it's not a good idea to leave halfway through the class. Or maybe it was a wonderful idea. Huh.
Love you all.
| Date: | 2005-11-28 04:34 |
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| Mood: |  restless |
So...I got online because I wanted to update my livejournal and talk to people.
Except...no one I want to talk to is online, and I have very little to say.
Saw Rent with Lindsey and Sister. I liked it, but then, I've never seen it performed on stage, so I have absolutely nothing to compare it to. I'll probably see it again, but I just don't know if it would be the same without the couple sitting behind us and their charming homophobic commentary...
I hate four day weekends.
Love you all.
Let's see. This morning sucked...but 3rd and 4th (APUS and Graphic Design) were both great.
hoshikyre (7:10:04 PM): i know! i know! 1776 was when the constitution was written and we became a state!
delerium10101 (7:10:31 PM): Yes!
delerium10101 (7:10:34 PM): It all makes sense now!
Original quote courtesy of one of my AP classmates... GD was awesome. I finished the assignment and got to color GSA signs with highlighters. Easily entertained I am.
Boys are wonderful. Some of them, anyway. Except the ones who work all the time and never are around so i actually notice that they're not around and miss them. Inconsiderate people.
I found this old picture that was taken of the people going on my first mission trip. I'm standing next to church!Chris. I thought it was funny. Pathetic, but funny.
Love you all.
| Date: | 2005-11-21 04:58 |
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| Mood: |  tired |
Well...my face stopped bleeding. And my cat is currently hiding in a box in the closet. Gosh, this is...fun...
As far as good news goes, I'm not all that sick anymore. I'll be at school tomorrow anyway. Still trying to figure out if this is really a good thing.
My parents are still a tad irritated about...oh...everything. So I'm grounded in a not grounded way. Haven't gotten to see GoF yet. I think I'm going with Lindsey and her sister on Saturday. Yay for seeing movies this week.
I'm about...a fifth of the way through Atlas Shrugged. This is going to take awhile.
Love you all.
| Date: | 2005-11-13 20:17 |
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| Mood: |  stressed |
Cherry coughdrops are disgusting.
This weekend sucked. I take back anything I ever said about liking people.
No midnight Harry Potter for me...I never found a way to get tickets. Besides, with my luck, grades will come on like wednesday.
I'll be happier tomorrow, I swear. And I'll be really happy in about 9 weeks when I've managed to get all A's on the next grade report. *smiles*
And Laurel hasn't picked up her fucking PHONE so I can't talk to her and tell her what's wrong and ask her how to fix it and I fucking HATE PEOPLE.
| Date: | 2005-11-10 21:57 |
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| Mood: |  sick | | Music: | the end of CSI |
ARgh/grrrr. I had a semi-good day. I got home, and I was fine. I went to my appointment, came hom, ate coffee ice cream and fell asleep watching buffy. And woke up feeling sick. It hurts to swallow and the world keeps spinning. I think I'm going to go die in front of the tv with some tea and my kitties pretty soon.
I'm officially registered for the SAT on Dec. 3. I don't think I want to be. This past week has not been one that could convince me that I'm smart enough for this.
As of...earlier today when i was in a good mood, i love: history, english, pizza, sister, mina-chan, laurel, sarah-niece, my daughter, esme, and that blue-haired kid who i may have renamed, and loads of other wonderful people. do i remember why? noooo....
Today should not have been the last day of the term. Another...two weeks would've been nice. I do not want to see my grades. Ever.
( ha. i have too much free time. )
| Date: | 2005-11-05 19:35 |
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| Mood: |  ha. yes. this is totally me. | | Music: | counting crows- round here |
So...I finished reading the Scarlet Letter. Finally. Mostly so Jenny won't kill me on monday.
I'm going to work on my history paper/history notes and the rest of math stuff tomorrow, which basically means I will be ignoring the rest of the world for about 10 hours. Should be fun.
My head feels like I smashed it into the wall repeatedly. This would be okay...except I didn't. Which makes this really not fair.
I'm gonna go take...something. I think we might be out of what I usually take. Fuck.
But...I'm happy. Happy happy happy. And I have the best little sister in the world. Even if she does try to steal my children. :P
Love you all. I'll try to survive until monday.
| Date: | 2005-11-04 22:05 |
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Ever have one of those weird weeks where you're getting sick...but you're not actually sick just insanely tired so you drink a lot of caffeine to make up for it?
What I Learned: Too much caffeine and not enough sleep + pills gives me really fun mood swings.
And when I go from insanely happy to pissed and sad in about ten minutes, I end up doing really stupid things.
Heh. I also learned that I have really good aim. And that Brad doesn't like having pencils chucked at his head. Not...that the two are related. :P
He wouldn't shut up. He deserved it.
Love you all. (especially sister.) This entry HAS BEEN EDITED. :(
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